Source of info

All of my information thus far, unless otherwise or previously noted has come from:
Online encyclopedia-http://www.britannica.com/
dictionary- http://www.merriam-webster.com/ and of course http://www.wikipedia.org/
On each of these websites i have simply typed in Three things. The first being castration process, second Oedipus complex, and the third castration anxiety.
 The recorded dream is my own. I may or may not post my analysis and it may or may not end up being relatable in any way.

Castration Anxiety

Male Castration Anxiety

Castration anxiety

 Freud laid out The Oedipus complex which is the goal to possess the parent of the opposite sex and eliminate the parent of the same sex. It's part of a strong fear or anxiety in boys and men usually begining during stages of sexual development. This is likely because in cultures of the 19th century in Europe, it was not unheard of for parents to threaten their childrens genitals with castration.
So when a boy sees a girl's genitalia, the boy would sometimes assume that the girl had her penis removed.The assumption is that it was a punishment for misbehavior. The boy then is afraid the same will happen to him.

Castrating yourself

Cutting with a knife is the most reliable and least expensive method of castration. Materials needed include: a sharp knife or scalpel, soap and water, disinfectant, syringes and tetanus antitoxin.

 Begin by washing the knife thoroughly with soap and then disinfectant. Next, wash your scrotum.
 Push your balls up out of the way and cut off the lower 1/3 of your scrotum with a cut parallel to the ground. Using your fingers, grasp one of the balls and pull downward. The balls can be slick and difficult to hold onto, so hang on tight. Do not allow your balls or spermatic cord to go back up into the scrotum once you have touched it as this will increase chances of infection. In young boys(less than 14) pull down firmly, but steadily until the cord breaks. In older boys and men, instead of pulling the cord, use the knife to sever the cord. Do not cut the cord cleanly, instead scrape it until it cuts through. Because the spermatic cord contains many blood vessels, a clean cut could cause excessive blood loss.

If a segment of the spermatic cord is protruding below your cut scrotum, it must be removed. If left exposed, it will act as an escalator to pull bacteria into your body cavity and cause infection. Pull it free or scrape it with the knife. Apply antiseptic to the castration site and administer an injection of tetanus antitoxin.

Note: Care should be taken not to excite yourself before or immediately after castration.

Creative Life Of My Mind At Night

   I am sharing a large Gothic looking bed with a large group of my former co-workers from the medical field. One is a kleptomaniac. He was very valuable at work because if you saw something you needed, you had it within seconds. He is part human part beetle. I lay next to him during this meeting with all the former residents of the medical unit.  He holds my arm with his claw and kindly asks if I needed anything. Before I could answer a soft voice nominates herself to be published in the paper to represent the hospitals and talk about our retirement plan for former employees. She is a small women fully human as far as I can tell. She's a sweet likable gal resembling Meg Ryan. Unfortunately for her I have much more seniority so, when i nominate beetle man he very easily wins the cover. Though his ethics are much different than the majority of the members attending this meeting, I like him very much. It is finalized, three camera men appear from the Gothic bed covered in a black liquid. For the shot they want me to throw a fork over beetle mans head. I stand up on the bed and throw the fork high into the air, when it comes down it pierces the camera man.